A Secret Silence
"To be effective over the long haul, to make a real and lasting difference, you need to have a secret life rooted in a secret silence and calm stillness." - Brian McLaren
I am a contemplative progressive Christian Quaker theologian, and author of Presence and Process.
"To be effective over the long haul, to make a real and lasting difference, you need to have a secret life rooted in a secret silence and calm stillness." - Brian McLaren
I've been ruminating over a conversation I had with my sister, who has a master's degree in psychology. It looks as if it will soon become apparent that James Holmes (the Aurora shooter) was suffering from mental illness: perhaps paranoid schizophrenia. If this does indeed turn out to be the case--that he has a profound psychiatric disorder--will we be able to rise above the mob mentality and instead extend mercy and treatment to him?
Mental illness is a very complicated thing. I have read that 1 in 5 people will experience mental illness at some point during the course of their lives. Usually it does not take a violent turn (and when it does, the violence is often directed toward oneself, not others). But, in contrast to the complexity of mental illness, I do see a fairly simple equation in all of this. Here are the variables and the result:
1. Young men suffering from mental illness (a statistical inevitability)
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2. Immersion in a culture that glorifies violence and the use of violence to "right wrongs."
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3. Incredibly easy access to semi-automatic guns, assault weapons, large quantities of ammunition and high-capacity clips.
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Tragedies like Aurora and Columbine and Virginia Tech and myriad other shootings perpetrated by the now proverbial social misfit/loner gunman.
We can't easily change the first variable in the equation. It is difficult for even experienced psychiatric professionals to pre-emptively identify patients who will take a violent turn and it is extremely difficult to have someone committed against their will unless there is clear evidence that they pose an immediate threat to themselves or others. We can only alter the second variable in the equation by choosing not to participate in the glorification of redemptive violence (in our entertainment, our views about war, etc.). Doing so as a culture seems like a longshot. It appears that the third variable is the one which we can most easily change; by placing more stringent restrictions upon what kinds of guns and accessories can be purchased, and by whom and from whom.
Albert Einstein--who was a physicist, not a mental health professional--supposedly stated that the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again but expecting different results*. What this actually defines is stupidity. It is time for us to overcome our collective stupidity and break the equation of tragedy.
(*It is difficult to find proof that Einstein ever actually said this. I have also seen it attributed to Alcoholics Anonymous and to Narcotics Anonymous and to various other sources.)
"To embrace a faith that fits us comfortably is a poor way of accepting religion; more than that, it is in a real sense a wrong and pernicious way, for it reverses the true order of things, placing the people who are to be re-formed into the position of the Truth that is to re-form them. It is an impiety that transposes creature and Creator. Faith must be a continuing challenge to which we must respond, a discipline to which we must submit, not a feather bed to protect us against the sharp edge of living." - Edgar B. Castle (from the book Plain Living: A Quaker Path to Simplicity)
There aren't any Chick-Fil-A restaurants in the Seattle area, but when I travel (as I often do) I like to occasionally eat there. I respect and affirm their right, as a privately owned business, to monetarily support whatever (legal) organizations they choose too. However, I'm not comfortable with the thought that money I spend at Chick-Fil-A may be used to support organizations or causes which are antithetical to my own beliefs and are (in my opinion) hurtful to others. As a result--for conscience sake--I will no longer patronize Chick-Fil-A restaurants. I'm sure I won't be missed. My intent is not to change their views or practices, but to be consistent about my own.
James Naylor, a 17th century Quaker, was tortured and imprisoned by the British government for his religious expression. After two years at hard prison labor, his health was ruined. Upon his release, as he made his way home to Yorkshire from London, he was attacked, robbed and left for dead in a field. A day later he died. These were his last words:
"There is a spirit which I feel that delights to do no evil, nor to revenge any wrong, but delights to endure all things, in hope to enjoy its own in the end. Its hope is to outlive all wrath and contention, and to weary out all exaltation and cruelty, or whatever is of a nature contrary to itself. It sees to the end of all temptations. As it bears no evil in itself, so it conceives none in thoughts to any other. If it be betrayed, it bears it, for its ground and spring is the mercies and forgiveness of God. Its crown is meekness, its life is everlasting love unfeigned; it takes its kingdom with entreaty and not with contention, and keeps it by lowliness of mind. In God alone it can rejoice, though none else regard it, or can own its life. It’s conceived in sorrow, and brought forth without any to pity it, nor doth it murmur at grief and oppression. It never rejoiceth but through sufferings; for with the world’s joy it is murdered. I found it alone, being forsaken. I have fellowship therein with them who lived in dens and desolate places in the earth, who through death obtained this resurrection and eternal holy life."
“I suppose the most revolutionary act one can engage in is to tell the truth.” - Howard Zinn
Here is a great interview with Robin Parry, PhD--author of The Evangelical Universalist (he writes under the pseudonym of Gregory MacDonald).
Hope for All Humanity: http://www.gci.org/_lib/playvideo.php?program=YI/YI083&title=Robin+Parry+-+Hope+for+All+Humanity
I'm saddened and sickened by the mass shooting at the cinema in Aurora, Colorado. Will tragedies like this bring us to deeper reflection about the level of violence in our culture? I fear that horrific events like this will continue to occur until we decide we've had enough and determine to do something about the prevalence of guns in our society. Film critic Roger Ebert has written a very thoughful piece about the cinema massacre in Aurora. We've Seen This Movie Before
I was having a conversation the other night with friends about error, humility and grace. The upshot was this: If we are honest, we will admit that we have been mistaken about things in the past--including matters of theology and doctrine. We can thus infer that we are probably currently mistaken about some things--including matters of theology and doctrine (but, of course, we don't yet realize *what* things we are mistaken about). This ought to make us humble and gracious towards other views. If we are going to err (and we most certainly are going to err), let us err on the side of grace and compassion.
I have posted this link before, but it bears re-posting. It is one of the best things I've read pertaining to churches wrestling with questions about inclusion of people who are LGBT. It was written by Dr. Sylvia Keesmaat (a colleague of N.T. Wright and professor of biblical studies and hermeneutics):
Welcoming in the Gentiles: A Biblical Model for Decision Making
At our Bible study last Sunday we looked at the story of the Ethiopian Eunuch in Acts 8:26-40. This story comes right after the account of the Samaritans embracing the Good News about Jesus Christ and receiving the Holy Spirit (thus demonstrating that, although generally despised and rejected by Jews of the day, the Samaritans were accepted by God and by the disciples of Jesus).
Right after the Samaritan account, we have the tale of the first Gentile convert to Christianity recorded in the book of Acts. And isn't it interesting the degree to which this convert is an outsider? And not just nationally and ethnically and culturally. He is also a sexual minority, and his sexual status--according to the Torah--explicitly excludes him from being counted among God's people; for Deuteronomy 23:1 states, "He that is a eunuch by crushing or mutilation shall not enter into the congregation of the LORD."
The Good News that Philip tells the Ethiopian Eunuch is that he is loved and accepted by God, despite what the Torah says. When Philip encounters him, the Eunuch is reading Isaiah 53 and is puzzled by it. The Eunuch is returning to Ethiopia from Jerusalem where he had gone to worship the Jewish God. What the Eunuch would have encountered at the Temple in Jerusalem would have been a wall that blocked Gentiles (and, even more so, Gentile eunuchs) from entering beyond the exterior Court of the Gentiles. The Ethiopian Eunuch would have only been allowed to worship from a distance.
I believe that, in explaining Isaiah to the Eunuch, Philip probably first took him just a few paragraphs farther, to Isaiah 56. Take a moment to read it--it's a mind-blower.
The Book of Acts, like the Gospels, is an account of a God and church that practices radical inclusion, rather than exclusion--that erects welcome signs, rather than barriers.
"Do you try to set aside times of quiet for openness to the Holy Spirit? All of us need to find a way into silence which allows us to deepen our awareness of the divine and to find the inward source of our strength. Seek to know an inward stillness, even amid the activities of daily life." - Quaker Faith & Practice
Now as we learn to behold the good, the world is bathed in a gentle luminosity of compassion instead of a harsh light of analysis, inspection, and judgement. Before we looked for flaws, which gave us an excuse to reject, but now we look for goodness, which gives us reason to respect. Instead of looking for dangers to flee and fear, we look for possibilities to pursue and encourage. We turn from evaluating to valuing. We grow from faultfinding to something far bigger and better: beauty-finding, beholding, seeing in love, seeing with God."
- Brian McLaren, Naked Spirituality
During the years that I was a teenager and then a young man, I dreamed of becoming a rock star. That dream became my all consuming passion--my god, if you will. I worshipped the dream and sacrificed much at its altar. When, in my early 20's, I became a follower of Jesus, I kept hold of the dream but transposed Jesus onto it. Now I wanted to be a Christian rock star.
I had come to Christ dragging a lot of baggage with me, and it took time for me to gradually jettison that baggage--piece by piece. I slowly let go of those dreams of rock star glory and allowed the god of my youth to fade away. Sometimes though, even after all these years, bits of it still pop up.
I was reminded of this part of my history today when our Bible study was reading in Acts chapter 8 about Simon the Magician (aka Simon Magus, aka Simon the Sorcerer). Simon was a rock star in ancient Samaria. "He boasted the he was someone great, and all the people high and low gave him their attention... They followed him because he had amazed them for a long time with his magic." (8:9-12)
There was a great Christian revival movement going on in Samaria and Simon got swept up in it. He became a follower of Jesus. But he soon got into trouble. He saw the apostles Peter and John imparting the Holy Spirit to people through the laying on of hands (apparently with dramatically visible manifestations) and inquired of the apostles if they would give him this ability, in exchange for money. Peter rebuked him sharply, saying "May your money perish with you!" and told him that his heart was not right before God and that he needed to repent and pray for forgiveness. To this day, the practice of purchasing a position of influence within the church is known as the sin of simony.
Although Simon the Magician is often portrayed as a villain (and a whole corpus of legendary tales later developed about him becoming an arch-heretic and enemy of the church), I can relate to the guy. He was just doing what magicians do: "Hey, that's a cool trick! How much would you charge to teach it to me?"
Simon's baggage was showing.
In Acts 8:24, Simon responds to Peter's rebuke by saying, in essence, "Pray for me!" There is some ambiguity in Simon's response to Peter and, because of that, many theologians have extrapolated that Simon's repentance was only superficial--that he was more worried about being punished by God than with actually having a change of heart. But I don't see it that way. I see in Simon a guy who--despite becoming a Christian--still wanted to be a rock star and was beginning the sometimes painful process of letting go of that thing by which he had previously defined himself.
But maybe that's because I see a little bit of myself in Simon the Musician. I mean, uh, Magician.
"This is ongoing revelation--our belief that God did not fall silent when the last page of Scripture was written. We believe God still speaks, that no one book, no one church, no one religion has wholly and thoroughly captured and contained the essence of God. We believe our relationship with God is too important to let other people define it for us."
The Quaker Basics, Part 3: Ongoing Revelation
And it fits well with my recent message about the Parable of the Mustard Seed.
"These are the visions I saw while lying in bed: I looked, and there before me stood a tree in the middle of the land. Its height was enormous. The tree grew large and strong and its top touched the sky; it was visible to the ends of the earth. Its leaves were beautiful, its fruit abundant, and on it was food for all. Under it the wild animals found shelter, and the birds lived in its branches; from it every creature was fed."Ezekiel 31, referring to the Assyrian empire, states:
"Consider Assyria, once a cedar in Lebanon, with beautiful branches overshadowing the forest; it towered on high, its top above the thick foliage. The waters nourished it, deep springs made it grow tall; their streams flowed all around its base and sent their channels to all the trees of the field. So it towered higher than all the trees of the field; its boughs increased and its branches grew long, spreading because of abundant waters. All the birds of the sky nested in its boughs, all the animals of the wild gave birth under its branches; all the great nations lived in its shade."A bit earlier, in Ezekiel 17, Israel is also likened to a cedar tree:
“This is what the Sovereign Lord says: I myself will take a shoot from the very top of a cedar and plant it; I will break off a tender sprig from its topmost shoots and plant it on a high and lofty mountain. On the mountain heights of Israel I will plant it; it will produce branches and bear fruit and become a splendid cedar. Birds of every kind will nest in it; they will find shelter in the shade of its branches.”Obviously, in the parable of the mustard seed, Jesus is alluding to these well-known texts. After all, isn’t the Kingdom of God the greatest kingdom of all—greater than the Assyrians or the Babylonians or the Persians or the Egyptians or the Greeks of the Romans?
"Holiness is God's ability to confront evil without being defiled. God's holiness does not require him to keep evil at arm's length. God's holiness enables Him to take the wicked in His arms and transform them. God is never in danger of being defiled. No evil can alter His love, for His gracious character is beyond corruption. This is what it means to say God is holy--God's love is incorruptible.
Holiness and love are not competing commitments. God is love. His love endures forever. This enduring love is what makes God holy. No manner of evil done to us or by us can separate us from this love. God transforms His morally imperfect children through the power of His perfect love. It is our experience of this love that inspires us to such perfection.
Jesus said, 'Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect' (Matt. 5:48). If this verse was a command for moral perfection, our cause is hopeless. Fortunately, this admonition follows a command to 'Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you' (Matt. 5:44). Perfection is demonstrated not by moral purity, but by extravagant love. We are like God not when we are pure, but when we are loving and gracious."So, the parable of the mustard seed is, at its heart, a teaching about radical inclusion. That bears repeating: It is a parable about radical inclusion. Jesus is saying, in effect, “If you allow the Kingdom of God into your midst, it is going to make a mess of your neat, tidy garden. It is going to break down your barriers of separation. It is going to attract and shelter the ones that everyone else tries to keep out. It is not going to look majestic and lofty and impressive, but rather, common and unremarkable and initially very small. But..., it will spread like crazy.”
(Source: The Quaker Basics, Part 1, by Phillip Gulley. Phillip Gulley is a Quaker pastor and co-author of the books If God Is Love and If Grace Is True)